Happy Merry Good Time Thanksgiving!~!

Hope you all enjoyed your Thanksgiving here in America! :D

I liked mine. Hopefully, I'm not too lazy to do work... <.<  >.> Anyway, have a good rest of the day/night, and I'll see you folks laters! :P

Happy Merry Good Time Thanksgiving?
No... It's Happy Merry Good Time Thanksgiving!~!

As Always,
On D Brink

Mary in the Mirror

Check out my new blog: Mary in the Mirror!

I started writing a new chapter, but then, my computer came up with a message. "You need to restart your computer." I hadn't saved it yet, and it deleted an entire paragraph I worked very hard on. I want to punch my computer in the face if it had one. Argh!!! Stupid thingy!!!

Didn't know I wrote, did'ja?

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Urgh.

Last night, I went to bed at 7:26 in the morning! Yaaaay...... :| I hung out with some friends today, had a conversation about ghosts and what happens before and after life and death. Argh, it wasn't an emo conversation, ok? Geez. We were just talking. Glad I've finally developed a social life. 9_9

Bye,
On D Brink

P.S. Decided not to go with bold. To much work. -_- Not really. Just shut up and leave me alone.

Insomniatic

Yay, it's a song lalalala..... no.

So, here where I am it's around 4:45.. In the morning. On a Sunday. Oh joy. I don't know why I can't sleep, don't ask me. It feels impossible right now. I can't seem to do anything right lately... *groans and places head in hands* Alright. I guess I'll check with you guys later...

Insomniatic, dehydrated, non-working, etc.,
On D Brink

P.S. I'm liking bold. Think all my posts will be in bold now....

Why do I do this?

I don't know anymore. This used to make me happy. Why doesn't it anymore? Why do I feel so alone? I wish I was older, maybe then I could at least know for sure I didn't like someone or if I did! HECK! Maybe I could even actually think I love someone for the first time! (And all those times in elementary school don't count, mind you!) I want someone I can hug at school without getting teased for it! What's the problem with getting a piggy-back ride from a guy I think of as my brother?! WHY CAN'T I JUST BE A SHADOW LIKE I USED TO BE?!?!?! Sure, I'm not considered fricking 'popular' (not like I would want to be, seeing how the 'populars' at our school act) but I'm getting more attention! NEGATIVE attention! Why do people make fun of me? Why do they like me? I don't do anything to deserve any of this. A girl who doesn't go to our school anymore tried video chatting me today. She's really, really nice, but I didn't know her very well. I freaked out... and declined her... twice... >_< Then I went invisible. I get teased for people liking me. The people who they're saying like me act like total JERKS. JERKY JERK JERK JERKS. And one person politely shakes his head and says no. Thank you for being polite Joseph. Grant and James.... I'M NOT A ROBOT, DON'T BE MEAN. AND WHY DID YOU STOP CHATTING ME IF YOU LIKE ME SO MUCH?!?! GOD!!! I want to cry and break one of our glasses on purpose at the same time. Maybe go on an evil rampage. I want to escape this world. Create my new one and transport there. Why can't I? Why can't I just be something important... I feel like Neville. From Harry Potter. -_- He's not an important character, he get's bullied a lot. ERGH. My head is going to explode from the frustration.


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Ugh,
On D Brink Of Wishing To Die For A Second And Know What It's Like

Robot

Nope. Not cyborg, not android. Robot.

He doesn't call me this anymore, but a guy at school constantly called me this until I finally got it through his thick skull that it HURTS. He'll probably call me a robot again sometimes though. He's so fricking annoying.... But moving on. Is it bad that if I strongly dislike (*coughhatecough*) him calling me that, I'm starting to think it might me true? Well, not that I'm made of metal. But that I'm incapable of feelings or emotions.  I strongly dislike (*coughhatecough*) growing up. Wish we didn't have to go through life like we do...

Wishing on the Sun,
On_D_Brink

Re: Headaches....

Yes, yes.

I have another one. It's not as bad as my last one, thankfully. Gonna post something right after this, seeing as it doesn't fit with this. Oh well. I'm... not sure.

Sigh...
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I Don't Know Anymore...

I had an interesting conversation with a boy, Dillon, during exercise. We basically have to have partners for exercise (mile run), so this is what this is about.

Dillon: You should probably go catch up with Andrew.
Me: Why?
Dillon: Well, you were running together, so I thought you were partners.
Me: No, Maya and Brooklynn are my partners.
*somewhat uncomfortable pause, but not really*
Me: I think I don't really have any true friends. *short pause* And if I do, they're idiots.
Dillon: Ha, know what that's like.

This conversation surprises me, seeing as I don't get along with him well usually. Oh well.

ORLY? YARLY!
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Oh, Geebus.

Okokokok, I know I haven't posted in awhile.

And for that, I'm sorry. I gotta keep this post short though, because daylight savings time end-y thing has gotten me tired earlier than usual. My head is all jumbled... ghihfbhu9gty89t5t5bhodfg gugftfy6 fuw ft wargggggggh. Hope you all enjoyed your weekend. I think I did, but I can't remember. So bleh. Is it weird to role-play with myself? I hope not.

The last minute entry writing,
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